Well, I’m glad to be away. Not only is it lovely to
- see family
- be in the sunshine
- have dinner cooked for us and breakfast, and cakes and breads, and and and
but I figured I’ve saved money by not buying pee sticks. I’m now 8 dpo and I’m getting itchy to test. I’m glad these 8 days have gone by and fairly quickly but I’ve got a test in my cupboard at home (we’ll be back there on 10 dpo) and I know I won’t be able to resist. I did a puzzle book today and the answer to one of the puzzles was “I can resist everything except temptation”
And when I saw itchy to test, I really mean it. It’s so strong that I want to go out and buy a test RIGHT NOW!!
I’m worried though that
- it will be negative
- it will be negative and I’ll test again
- it will be positive and I won’t want to say anything or tell anyone incase something bad happens
On the other hand, the not knowing can also be a blessing. The negative is not purely defined – once I know I have to start another course of waiting and trying.
Well, at least Bon Jovi keeps me company.
On any other day, I’d be blue eyes cryin’,
I could tell the world, ‘At least I’m tryin’,
The clouds are breakin’,
The sun is shinin’ new for me and you.
On any other day, I would just go crazy,
the grace is knowing that you’re gonna save me,
Baby luck and love,
Will pull us through?
On any other day
PS – Is the Facebook brouhaha over yet? I know this is a sensitive topic but I honestly feel that Facebook is inherently immature so whatever people put on there can sometimes be so ridiculous that I take everything with a grain of salt or hide updates or delete people. Isn’t google + the more mature option? 😉