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Yesterday marked 1 year exactly from my visit to the abortion clinic to have our dead “normal male fetus” removed from my body. I told J the date and when I finished telling him he looked like a stricken lamb. He doesn’t like to dwell on things, or think about things that are painful and to some extent neither do I but I feel like this past nearly two years experience has made me more morbid.
I feel way behind. In terms of blogging and life in general. I need to move beyond this quagmire I find myself in.
I sound depressed but I’m actually not doing too bad. However, the dates can’t come fast enough for when we meet with our RE and the pregnancy loss clinic doctor. We haven’t made any plans to do any sort of infertility treatment and it’s making me crazy. The acupuncture does help though and I feel like it’s allowing me to be proactive in my health and treat this for a while and then when we will try I will have the past 2 months of acupuncture treatments in my corner as well.
In other news I need a vacation. It’s cold and rainy